I am just having a blah week. Nothing exciting happening (besides our 1st anniversary on Monday), and not feeling great. I just feel blah. I am excited about our anniversary and I can't wait to enjoy our night out and our day together and the gifts! We are going out to dinner the night before, then on Monday I am taking a half day and we are just going to relax and celebrate just the 2 of us. I will make a nice dinner and we will eat our cake and open presents!
I think I am feeling so blah because we have yet another month down. It is officially cycle number 45 for us. That means we are over 3 years now trying to conceive. It doesn't seem like that long, but then again it seems like forever. When will it be our turn? Will we have to spend thousands and thousands of dollars to realize our dream of becoming parents? Will we never be able to get pregnant (and stay pregnant)? I guess I am just feeling sorry for myself.
Stop it! Enough! I need to get my butt to the gym and start losing more weight. We need to just go about our daily lives and enjoy each other and enjoy being married. That's it, I'm done ttc for right now. I am going to enjoy life and enjoy my husband and get healthy! All the while I will look at baby stuff and try to make that ache in my heart go away.
Good luck to everyone ttc and I hope everyone has a wonderful week!
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