We are officially in our new home (and it is so beautiful!), and I am officially at my new job! We are slowly working on getting the house together. It is coming along, just have to find storage space for stuff you don't use on a daily basis but need to keep, you know? Old pictures, sentimental stuff you can't get rid of, and if you are crazy like me.....baby stuff you've been collecting for 3+ years since a miscarriage. It's ridiculous the amount of baby stuff we already have!
I mean we have a stroller/car seat combo, crib bedding set, monitor, a bunch of clothes and a pooh bear towel, a bunch of toys that were given to us, and not to mention a hammock/glider thingy I got at a garage sale on day. I am obsessed! "Normal" people do not collect baby stuff in an effort to curb the heart wrenching desire to have a child! Only people who are dealing with infertility understand the obssesion with baby "stuff". I think I have done more research into what is good, what is bad, what's new, what's being discontinued, what I want, what I need and what I have to have........IF we become pregnant and have a baby!
It makes me crazy, and I know it drives DH crazy. He will ask me over and over, why do you do that to yourself? Why are you looking at baby stuff? Why?????? I wish I had the answer! I wish it wasn't such an intense almost physical urge to look at baby stuff! Hopefully I am not the only loony one out there (but I probably am!).
In regards to my weigth loss, I am eating my protein now instead of drinking it and I hope it's working. DH and I went on a nice walk around our new neighborhood last night. We met some super friendly people down the street with 2 very cute little pups. It's nice to live in an area where people can let their kids ride their bikes and play outside like we used to when we were young. We went and peeked at the pool, and it is big! I can't wait to swim!!!
Well, now that I have rambled and rambled about nothing.....have a blessed week!!
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